| MY HAVE THINGS CHANGED. |
[Feb. 8th, 2008|01:02 am] |
 YAH. IM STILL THE PRINCESS! THAT HAS NOT CHANGED. BUT lots of other things have. like... I'm working at SEE'S again seasonaly : [ which is lame cause I really need something part time. I'm also going to be starting school at RCC so thats cool, kinda. I kinda think it's going to be a waste because the degree I want, I want from FiDM but im going to get my AA in Bus/Marketing and then get another AA in Fashion Merchandising but then I want my COSMO license, so gotta work on that AHHHGGG! Me and my boyfriend have been extraordinarily WONDERFUL! and I love it. Like save the bullshit and the fighting for highschool. this is like the real deal : ] and it's so exciting. i wouldn't trade him for the world! he will be my little chef/ restuarant owning hubby and i will be the jet setting fashionista! muah! I have a new friend named Amanda who is really wonderful we are alot alike in some ways so we really clickkk and we like to do weird things like go to the mountains at mid night and the beach for just a corn dog and pull a drive by we also like to party : ] and get suppa drunkkk hahhaha i luh luhhh lovee her! : ] i have semi-new hair short and an A line i love it but i miss my long hair!!!! things are really good im excited about my lifeee: ] and thats deffinatley a good feeling a great change. |
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| IM SO TIRED. |
[Jan. 27th, 2008|11:29 am] |
 AHHHH! SERIOUSLY. I WAS UP UNTIL LIKE 5 30 THIS MORNING TALKING WITH A FRIENDDDD.
I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN SO LONG ITS REALLY WEIRD.
SO WHATS NEW WITH ME?
UHM... GOT SOME CREDIT CARDS. THAT IS INTERESTING.
UHM... WENT SNOWBOARDING....
MY SEASONAL JOB IS OVER AT SEE'S : [
CURRENTLY ENROLLED AT RCC. EXCITED ABOUT THAT
ALSO LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB.
STILL IN LOVE.
MMMM... IM ALSO GOING TO THE GYM CONSTANTLY NOW TRYING TO REACH A GOAL WEIGHT THENNN GET SOME "THINGS" DONE.
HAHHA
THATS ALL. |
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| TO WRITE OR NOT TO WRITE? |
[Dec. 5th, 2007|12:44 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | hmm... | ] |
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 SO UNSURE. WILL THIS START A FRIENDSHIP THAT IS NOT NECESSARILY UNWANTED BUT IT'S JUST SO HARD, I WANT TO BE NICE AND FRIENDLY THAT COULD END UP GETTING ME INTO A HUGE HOLE. I DON'T NED TO BE BROUGHT DOWN. |
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| What Do You Have To Say? - I'll Never Forget This Birthday |
[Dec. 5th, 2007|12:28 am] |
 MY 18th I went and had sushi with my boyfriend, my family and his family when opening presants my boyfriend gave me a little box, and in the box was my promise ring!!! it was the sweetest thing ever!! && then I cried! |
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| so. |
[Dec. 1st, 2007|05:31 pm] |
| [ | My Mood |
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 tired of my life. i'm really sad. |
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| Writer's Block: Public Transit Nightmare |
[Nov. 28th, 2007|12:14 am] |
 Me and my boyfriend we're in Monaco, France, and there was this guy on the subway with us, and he kept staring at us like he was going to kill us. It got to a point where it was like him and us, and I swear he had a knife. HE GOT OFF AT THE SAME STOP and the station was empty!!! ... we never saw him again. hahahah.. but it was soo scuurrrryy! |
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| So. |
[Nov. 25th, 2007|01:48 pm] |
 So I went to ER on thanksgiving morning because I thought my kidneys were failing but after passing out.. and being hooked up to and IV for 3 hours they told me i had a back sprain.
yup. so stupid. but I honestly dont know how that could have happened. I really do nothing.
and to top that I lost my SK at the hospital. Actually i think someone jacked it out of my purse. A-HOLES. so i get a newwww one on tuesday. better thank nothing. maybe this time i wont drop it as much =]
Turkey dinnnerrrr with the family was really good. and fun, people didnt leave till like 11. and talking with my cousins i rarely see was nice tooo! im so fat now though... and leftovers arent helping HAH!
ahh. well im going to do something. since i have a day off from work. xOOx |
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| Writer's Block: My Fictional Counterpart |
[Nov. 20th, 2007|01:05 am] |
 BLAIR from Gossip Girl [the book not the show] putting up a false front is so much easier than letting all your baggage hang out DON'T YOU KNOW? xOOx |
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| Last night |
[Nov. 17th, 2007|09:41 pm] |
 I basically fell on my face it was so embarassinnggg!!
I need to get a better job! shit sucks. xOOx |
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| TONIGHT SHOULD BE FUN |
[Nov. 16th, 2007|04:22 pm] |
 Incahooters tonight. Work went by so fast todayy = ] Im having a really good day Jordan's a happy girl and im about to go shop with my lover brittnaayyy xOOx |
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| DAMN IT. |
[Nov. 16th, 2007|01:42 am] |
 Ugh! I slept after work, and now I can't go to sleep. SUCKS. Perhaps i'll right that letter, Perhaps? xOOx |
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| GOOD FIRST DAY AT WORK. |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|03:28 pm] |


HAH. Yeh it was actually pretty fun. I messed up like once on the register but it was pretty easy. YAY! Not to mention I get paid tomorrow! WOO BABY. Anyways, thats all.. im tired! gotta get my BEAUTY sleep. xOOx |
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| A little Woozy. |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|12:05 am] |

Took a Soma, and I really never take those I usually take Vicoden... well oh my god are soma's so much stronger than vicoden. I'm so wooozyyy! I can barley see the keyboard haha. So anyways.... Gossip Girls the book is so much better than the show, the characters arent even who they are supposed to be. The drama is so wonderfuly juicy in the book and the show is so bland and blah. WHATEVER!!! If I was the writer of that show I would be seriously dissapointed. I'm surprised they havent cancelled it yet. Another show that I really don't like but watch is the Tila Tequila one. I only watch because the fights are so funny. Honestly. I really think you shouldnt have to figure out if you like men more or women more, simply because if your a lesbian your a lesbian and if your gay your gay, you just know it. So basically Tila is a friday night lesbian, END OF STORY. Eww and shes such a butter face. Whackkkk Blahhh, im so conficted right now... I got a letter in the mail and right when I saw the envelope I knew who it was. I used to talk to this guy when I was In high school. He basically ended up going to jail and He would write me letters and I would write back for a while, but honestly that just not what I wanted. At all. So I said my peace and that was that I havent heard from him in over a year. And now I have obviously moved on. And then i get this letter. It basically says that he would like me to write him while he is currenty in prison... to bring him hope, and i feel so bad because he such a good person and he just hangs out with the wrong people. and what am I to do? I want to write him but I dont want that atatchment, you know? I dont know what to do!? On a lighter note I start work tomorrow, and im excited and totally scared. AHHH! I hate my uniform it's so lame, I wish it was shorter, more low cut, HAHA basically skanky.. JUST KIDDING! but it's pretty lame. I have been watching Lifetime off the hook latley.. I love lifetime =] I'm so sad that my boyfriend has so much stress, I just want to be with him all the time or around him, he makes me feel so loved and i really enjoy being around him and with him. Although i have been very selffish, I just want to be the center of his attention and that gets him away from what is important, homework. IM SO NEEDY! blah. Im just happy i have a job now so I can be busy doing my own thing. I like doing my own thing. Nitey Nite!! xOOx |
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| WASTED. |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|01:39 pm] |


GOD. Last night me and m boyfriends sisters and her best friend went to taco tuesday at El Torrito. Right when we walked in everyone was eyeing us because we looked so hott! Not only that we got a table as soon as we walked and people were all Pissed cause they had been waiting. Taco's are so good, and they're chips and salsa! MmMm. Then we went to Incahoots [we went at like 9:30 and had to leave and come back because shmyla forgot her ID] and we got drunk before we went in because we are all under 21 =[. But oh man it was so much fun! we got on the go go platforms and danced! Haaha, we made like 1382183 friends because kyla's outgoing personality, i swear we probably talked to almost every person there. Then it came to an end when kellllyyyy got kicked out for drinking.. haha. GOOD TIMES. Can't wait for thursday, Pepitos! I have a headache this morning and i had the worst shaky legs when I got home last night. It was so weird. xOOx |
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| Another one of those days. |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|03:29 pm] |
 Where I get a irrated, angry phone call that throw's my shockra of balance. So the gym was nice. staying an hour is so good for me. Tomorrow morning im going early though. I ran on the treadmill and it felt so good running and listening to Chopin Nocturne in E flat major. Absolutley amazing. You should try it. So I really really want to get back in to dance. I really miss it. And snowboarding too! I miss it... I didnt go at all last season!!! But im getting a new board soon and im going =] fer sureee! Boyfriend works until six tonight and girlfriend works until 8. sad sad sad... xOOx |
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| Another Late Start Day |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|02:07 pm] |

I really need to stop getting up so late. It really sickens me that I sleep so much. But im making it up to myself by going to the gym! YAY. I havent been in so long, at least a month, and I was doing so good going everyday! So im going to start that habbit again. So I downloaded new music on my iPOD and I put some CHOPIN on there. His music is so beatuiful, and so dreamy. Each song I listened to I felt like it went to a part of my life. Geesshhh im such a nerd. Well im going to get going to the gym. && I guess no club tonight! My friend is mean. xOOx |
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| BLAH BLAH BLAHHH |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|01:22 am] |

So I really just wanted to get rid of my myspace. And I did for a whole 24 hours, but I missed it. I don't really like the drama of the whole thing, but I like to talk to people from high school and my sister. so yah. I'm keeping it. HMM.. So the Hills was pretty good tonight! I'm really glad Lauren said what she did to Heidi. Ohh drama. So I guess im clubbing solo tomorrow night. That is without my Boyfriend. which sucks, but I love hanging out with my bestie. SO yahhh, should be funn =] I really want to get drunk tomorrow, I really just need it. haha, how awful.. I need to be drunk haha. BLAH im so boredddd with my lifeee... I need it to be thursday already, because I really need to start work!!! But im so scared, Im going to be working at See's and packing candy and putting it the little papers is so hard, or maybe im just totally retarted. im scared! Oh my goshh the worst thing happened to me todayy, I got the worst hang nail thingy?? and I thought I got it out, but guess not. my whole pinky swelled up and i had to pick the thing out and now it feels lots better. Well im gunna gooo to bed maybe. GOODNIGHT ALL!
Before I go I want to share a wish/dream.. I really want to sing.. like songs... and be famous... i think im pretty good. but then again... i could be tone deaf?? Its a possibilty. xOOx |
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